Monday, March 30, 2009

Hope and disappointment


Well this week has been a week of losses rather than victories. And not the good kind of losses, either. I know I look happy - that's just to mask the disappointment lurking behind that smile.
This dress is because I'm going to a book launch and out to dinner tonight, and felt like wearing something original. You know, express my individuality - no Cotton On dresses today. The cat is just because it's that time of day, he's waiting for a cuddle.
This week I did not achieve my WW goal weight of 64kg. I'm still hovering around 64.8kg. Despite 45 bonus points of exercise, there was no loss this week.
On the study/life front, everything seems to be falling down, or at least severely stalling. It's back to the drawing board for some aspects of my study - setting my timeline back a lot. It's difficult to look to the future knowing it's going to be a little bit harder from now on. Not even the prospect of a tropical island in less than a week is making me happy - as I know it will just set me back on the weight loss and study fronts on which I have been working so hard to achieve. No relaxation can come when my mind is so turbulent!
So I put on a pretty dress to fix everything. And cuddle my kitty.

2 comments:

EmmaLou said...

Hang in there. You're so close!

Anemieke said...

Thanks EmmaLou! Will certainly try, and keep everyone informed about progress :)