Thursday, February 26, 2009

I looooove to couuuunt!!



May this be my motto until I reach goal weight. It's pretty much the only thing I have control over. I'm training myself to love doing what I do, knowing that it is the best thing for me, so I may as well enjoy doing what's good!

That goes for lots of things in my life. I'm training myself to love studying, rather than resent it or fear that I'm not good enough, or think about what else I could be doing. That's a recipe for unhappiness right there! Not to mention never finishing study because it takes a million times as long when you resist it.

The same for losing weight! There's counting, and then there's making things 'fit' within your points to make it seem like you're counting. Sometimes even fooling yourself in the process. This is what I do, occasionally.

And seeing as the scales haven't really been going anywhere for the last month, despite sticking to 19 points, then 18 points on a week of fast start, and upping exercise, I'd say I'm doing something wrong. Time to get the Count to give me an audit...

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